i love you san.
i've loved you from the moment i got to know you and i will love you as long as i am alive,with every beat of my heart.
zi cong ni lai dao wo de sheng ming li,hao duo shi dou hao xiang le guan le xu duo.
sui ran wo men you wo men jing chang qi zhen zi,dan shi wo men de ai shi yong heng bu bian de.
i've never loved anyone as much as i've loved you and you've made me realise what love truly is.
sui ran you shi wo de zhan you xin hui zuo guai,dan wo cong lai mei you huai yi guo ni dui wo de ai.
the reason i'm like that is because i'm scared to lose you again,im so afraid something bad is going to happen or someone is going to be better than me and take you away from me. and you know i get very insecure at times.
dan shi,wo xiang xin wo men de ai neng gou ao guo yi qie.er wo men liang zhong jiu neng gou yi qi guo wan zi bei zi.
you've been absolutely amazing. although you can be a little possessive at times (like me), but i know its because you don't want to lose me.
i want to thank you, for being my best friend, my lover, my confidante. for being there for me when i really needed you, for tolerating my moods and my terrible temper, for taking care of me, for caring for me, for loving me. i've never felt quite so loved before.
wo ai ni. wo ai ni duo guo yu zhe shi jie de ren he yi xie. duo guo ren he yi ge ren.
you are my first love, and you will definitely be my last.
wo yao he ni yong yuan zai yi qi.
i want to share your pain and your happiness.
i'm happy when you are happy and i'm sad when you are sad.
wo hen xu yao ni. er wo ye bu neng mei you ni.
so when i tell you, i love you more than life itself and i always will love you,
believe me.
i love you (."'.)
Friday, May 05, 2006
Wow! Look at you go! You're a commitment sprinter!
'Hello. I love you. Won't you tell me your name?' Just as you're probably not shy in approaching people you fancy, we get the distinct impression that you're happy to express your true feelings, when others may be keeping their thoughts to themselves. You probably love talking about "us" and showering your partner with affectionate words.
In fact, you probably take great comfort in being able to share your emotions with your significant other and, in turn, truly enjoy hearing about their feelings for you. This doesn't mean that you want to marry everyone you go out with; you're just a generous person who likes to talk from the heart. It might pay to remember that not everyone shares this outlook, so make sure you don't peak too soon, as you could scare off someone who could whisk you down the aisle in the future!
5/05/2006 09:10:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Your IQ score is 122!
You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information and this, combined with your logical mind, means you are a Visual Mathematician. You can manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution and can understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction.
Like Einstein, your ability to detect patterns and your skills in maths and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone.
5/05/2006 08:58:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Monday, May 01, 2006
was drunk ytd.
ran ard lyk mad dog.
din really slp today n wenta find dear pass her e notes.
i gave her wadever i cld find.tink stil left two more maths files.
she kept smilin when i met her.
din noe wad is wrong.
pass her e notes she asked me go off fer trng.
trng is super tiring.
played two-on-one.pia lyk hell and my blister burst.
running n 100 sit-ups b4 endin e trng.
playin cjc on wed.
we muz win!!!
dear: i will wait till ya mid-yr finish den we tok abt our prob kaes.i love you! *muack* <3
5/01/2006 09:32:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, April 30, 2006
so much happened.
we are not tgt animore.
but we are still sumhow tgt?
i dunno wad we are now.haiz.
i know i shld trust you again.my heart told me to.
so i told myself ta trust you one last time.
I LOVE YOU!
4/30/2006 12:25:00 am
i will never let you go;
Sunday, April 23, 2006
my teeth dat is growin at e back of my gum is killing me!!! argh!!!
its swollen and e pain is so unbearable!!! i cant eat!!! so ppl dun force me ta eat. :(
and how stoopid am i ta tot dat it was a ulcer ytd! >.<
im suffering in silent!!!
tml n tue hafin bio tests.
tink im gonna flunk it.oh well.i dun gif a damn.i haf study wad i cld.
tml topics are cell structures, biological molecules: lipids, proteins & carbohydrates, fluid mosiac model and enzymes!
tue's topics are enzymes,mitosis,meiosis and cell division!
i wonder how am i going ta pass.
argh!!! e pain is killin me!!!
dear faster hong wo!!!! :'(
today is our 600th day!!!
i love you baobei!! muack!! <3<3
4/23/2006 04:11:00 pm
i will never let you go;
wenta find dear today.
but she got angry i tink.dunno why.:(
so see her fer awhile den she went hme le.:(
afta dat i rot at hme and watch tv.
ard 6pm plus grace ask me acc her go cwp but her stuff.
so i agreed.called dor along too.
so she went ta eat and brought her laptop along too.
but ta me its not v gud.its apple.
althou it looks quite nice.but its so diff ta use larhs.
den grace spend quite alot and dor bought a shorts.i jex bought a anklet which i quite lyk! :)
hang ard at 77th street fer quite long coz dey are tryin e shirt and all.
den grace n e guy wanna go smoke.i dun wanna tag along but dey forced me to.so gotta go too.
dey stood at one side while me n dor at e other.
afta dey finish smokin,we went baq.
den wenta mac.grace tried using her laptop.but it cldnt connect afta so much attempt.so we gave up.and walked ta e interchange.
den she told us abt her experience on ***!!
omg!! abit amazed.:)
dear called.she's worried i tink.
sorry dear ta make you worry.:(
got hme at abt 11.50pm.
afta watchin kang xi lai le,called dear.
tok fer abt 20 min den she turned in.
today its our 600th day!! :)
so much things has happened during tis period of times.
things dat i din tot wld happen,it happened.
i haf been thru so much.
but now im stil trying v hard ta get you ta hang on wif me.so please dun gif up okie?
all i cld say here is dat, i haf not fell in love wif anione.and my love fer you has not decreased since we got tgt.instead it got stronger wif each passing days.
i love you dear.i know nth last forever.but can we make our r/s an exception?
sarang haeyo; aishitero; wo ai ni; i love you baobei!! <3
4/23/2006 01:30:00 am
i will never let you go;
Friday, April 21, 2006
just got back frm camp today.
oh well.on e whole e camp was quite okie.
and e good news are, RASALAS WON!!! and my class 0611C got second!!
we werent in e top 3 even until e 2nd day.so gettin second was really quite a shock fer us. :)
e campsite was a bit disgusting.
slpin in open air bunk wif no fan and so many lizards and flies.
when we got ta e bunk,there's even birdshit on e floor dat we are slpin on!
e toilet was v smelly! wonder how those ppl do their business.
e dining hall was oso horrible!! there's lizards on e wall everywhere!
plus e serving class dat served us lunch was kns!
they give us such little food that i rather dun eat.
all e activities were kinda fun.especially kayaking!
did abseiling,zipline,kayaking,nitro crossing,trolleys,nitro crossing.
din do any high elements coz was doing belaying fer my class peeps.
not many were able ta do belaying PROPERLY so angie and i took turn.
and also by that time im super tired already.
night time was horrible.so many lizards.
covered e slping bag over my head to prevent e lizards from falling to my head.
and in e middle of the night people frm e kaylong started singin karaoke.omg.
cldnt really slp on sucha hard floor.so im lack of slp.
as we gotta assembled at 5.45am for PT.
my back is hurting due to slpin on hard floor.
PT was abit mad.did alot of exercises.
kayaking was v fun!
but it was tiring too.
i like e water-confidence part,where we depend on our live-vest,the most.
where everyone jex relax ourselves in e sea and mr hamin started turning us rd and rd.
we felt v bonded tgt as it depend on each and everyone of us ta maintain dat circle.
camp-fire night!
our performance was kinda okie.
did my best ta perform wad i cld.
our class 0611C rocks!! and our cheer is superb!
and i shouted till my voice is changing.
but its all worth it.coz we won!!!!
rasalas and 0611C won!!! wee~ so happy! :)
was supposed to see you today.
but you said ure tired and wanna slp, so cldnt find you again.:(
you promised tml can see you.hope you wun bluff me.
during e camp,i missed you so much.
even when im doing my activities,i thought of you too.
i was thinking,"if accident happen and i die,wad will you do?"
all i wanna say if i die is that "no matter wad,i still love you dear."
4/21/2006 06:04:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
tml im goin fer camp.cumin back only on fri.
miss you dear <3
today tot dear was goin hme late.so i decided ta go fer e rasalas meetin which i had not intended ta go at all.
abt 5pm dear called n told me she went hme str8 afta skol n jex woke up!
abit angry coz actuali can go find her de.haiz.
went hme n told her wanna go find her but she dun wan.haiz.
b4 camp wanna see her oso cannot.haiz.
tink is bcoz i walked in e rain.abit feverish.
but i die die gotta go fer e camp.
sorry dear >.<
things seemed ta be so much better now.
and i hope it really is so.
hope im not tinkin too much.
these 3 days gonna be hard fer me.
cant hear her voice n see her.=(
i miss you darling.and,
I LOVE YOU <3
4/18/2006 09:08:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, April 16, 2006
why izit dat i expected e ans but when i saw wad u replied,my tears jex flow down on their own?
haiz.after so many things that i haf done.its stil lyk tis.wad else muz i do??
我的心好痛好痛.我要受不了了.我不知道我还能撑到什么时候.我好想现在就放弃.离开这个伤心地.放弃所有的一切.甚至是忘记你.但我知道我根本不能忘掉你.因为我太爱你了.ILOVEYOU*
4/16/2006 11:13:00 pm
i will never let you go;
things seemed to be gettin better.
but i dunno if its true anot.
i dun dare ta put too high hopes on it.haiz.
wenta find you ta pass u loren's prezzie.
bought ya fav fishball fer u.plus waflle hotdog & fried jackfruit.
u look so happy eatin e food.seein u eat makes me feel so happy too.
jex receive a msg frm u.
my heart is tearing right now.
im crying.and i doubt i will be able ta slp tonite.haiz.
you know i still love you as much as i used to.
and i hope you love me as much you used to.i know ure tryin.haiz.
my heart is tearing apart right now.
i love you.
4/16/2006 11:02:00 pm
i will never let you go;
