i love you san.
i've loved you from the moment i got to know you and i will love you as long as i am alive,with every beat of my heart.
zi cong ni lai dao wo de sheng ming li,hao duo shi dou hao xiang le guan le xu duo.
sui ran wo men you wo men jing chang qi zhen zi,dan shi wo men de ai shi yong heng bu bian de.
i've never loved anyone as much as i've loved you and you've made me realise what love truly is.
sui ran you shi wo de zhan you xin hui zuo guai,dan wo cong lai mei you huai yi guo ni dui wo de ai.
the reason i'm like that is because i'm scared to lose you again,im so afraid something bad is going to happen or someone is going to be better than me and take you away from me. and you know i get very insecure at times.
dan shi,wo xiang xin wo men de ai neng gou ao guo yi qie.er wo men liang zhong jiu neng gou yi qi guo wan zi bei zi.
you've been absolutely amazing. although you can be a little possessive at times (like me), but i know its because you don't want to lose me.
i want to thank you, for being my best friend, my lover, my confidante. for being there for me when i really needed you, for tolerating my moods and my terrible temper, for taking care of me, for caring for me, for loving me. i've never felt quite so loved before.
wo ai ni. wo ai ni duo guo yu zhe shi jie de ren he yi xie. duo guo ren he yi ge ren.
you are my first love, and you will definitely be my last.
wo yao he ni yong yuan zai yi qi.
i want to share your pain and your happiness.
i'm happy when you are happy and i'm sad when you are sad.
wo hen xu yao ni. er wo ye bu neng mei you ni.
so when i tell you, i love you more than life itself and i always will love you,
believe me.
i love you (."'.)
Monday, October 31, 2005
did tis quiz at sting's site.
my result:
You are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate side.
You're an unpredictable and strict person. You enter competitions just to taste the sweetness of victory, and love to do lots of travel.
You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you.
You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.
10/31/2005 09:57:00 pm
i will never let you go;
HAPPY 14TH MONTH DEAR~
today went out wif dear.
decided ta catch a movie and eat sakae.
haha.had so much fun.
and its e first time dear agree ta take neo 'stickers' wif me! so gud hor!
some pics below.

my dear dear look lyk rui en hor?haha.cant see my eyes!

hehe! mmuuaacckk! =))

she force me ta take tis pic de!!
watched 'all about love'.
e movie quite nice.
quite touching.
and and andy lau v shuai~ =))




visit e web:
http://www.allaboutlovethemovie.com/en/main.html
10/31/2005 09:03:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Monday, October 24, 2005
jex finish watchin jue dui da wan jia.
leon sing quite nice.haha.he is beta den dat jason lorhs.haiya.
derrick's head v round! haha.
tml's my chemistry practical!!
hope dat it wun be lyk bio.
cambridge dun fool us animor!!!
god bless me~!!
10/24/2005 09:45:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, October 23, 2005

qiang zhong zhi you qiang zhong shou?!

we are the champions!

mr bruce on chinese programme!

my art piece! haha.

e other side of mr siva.

ms chan - so pretty & nice!

stupid me!

mr lim is sOooO TALL!

at mac!

e genius (and handsome?!)

idiotic me! e laksa is nice!

mrs ngoh where are u lookin at?

doreen dancin?

my skol! WRS!

my mouth is full of chilli.all thx ta dor!

highly recommended -- LAKSA!

our form teacher when we were in sec 1 & 2

meihui muz u bend ta accomodate weilin?
10/23/2005 12:53:00 am
i will never let you go;
Friday, October 21, 2005
today is my GRADUATION DAY!!!!
i omoz cried when ms wong was givin e speech.
reali bei cong zhong lai.
two years really flies.
soon all of us will be goin our own ways.
im kinda sad abt dat.
and when some of our teachers cum n tell ta us abt how dey feel abt our klas.
dat sad-and-wan-to-cry feelin came baq again!!
expecially wad mr siva said.
"i believe that there is no one way to the goal you want.even if you cant get into the course you want,the course that you are forced to take will sonner or later bring you to your goal."
mr chong: "you must have a dream.w/o dream you cant succeed."
ms chan took pic wif me!!
she's so nice and pretty can.
but she say my hair looks lyk WIG?!?!
but nvm.i forgive her. =)
den we lyk zi lian.
keep taking pics.
afta dat wenta admiralty ta eat ice-cream.
den headed down ta cwp.
but egg gotta go hm coz she has ta go ta e airport.
shop ard and gord my BIG billabong pencil case.
i love it.its khaki colour.and on top of dat.its really BIG.
and on our way hm.
i cld guess wadever grace wanna sae even b4 she said it.
and e 3 of dem were so shocked.
im god! haha.jk.
nw im hm waitin fer dear ta call me.
guess i gotta wait fer v long.
-shrug-
shall post those pics when i gord dem. heEz.
10/21/2005 05:54:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
e bio practical was hell man.
e first qns stunned everione.
however e 2nd qns was no beta.
tink i haf flung it.
so depressed can. =(
haiz.sth terrible happened again.
haiz..i din meant ta shout at you.
i jex...i dunno..
afta dat paper im nord in a gud mood..
and i really wanna see you..
haiz..but cant u be a little more sensitive ta me??
why cant u ask me how was e paper and things lydat instead of quarrellin wif me and makin things worst..why...???????
haiz..i tink its useless fer me ta say it here since u dun visit my blog..haiz..
forget it..
i hate life..haiz..
10/18/2005 05:30:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Monday, October 17, 2005
jex finish watching jue dui da wan jia.
today is sugi sing.his voice lyk cannot reach those high notes leh.haha.
den i reali cant stand how jason speaks.lyk having constipation??yarhs.
jex gord hm.
todae dear cum my haus watch vampire.
den i slept.coz she forced me ta.
afta dat wenta eat zhu cao.
bought kinder surprise n summor tibits.
den we walked hm together.
so romantic huh.heEz. =))
okie.tml's my BIO PRACTICAL 'O' LEVEL EXAM!!!!
omg!! im lyk so nord prepare??
gotta go stardi now.
everione pls bless me!!!!
thank you!!! =P
10/17/2005 09:30:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, October 16, 2005
jex edited my blog again.
added sum stuffs.yepps.
comments??haha.thx. =))
10/16/2005 06:38:00 pm
i will never let you go;
oh rite.
can summone pls teach me how ta be self-discipline??
im lyk so slack can.
my work are pilin but im nord doin ani??!??!
how can i do dat??
omg.but i jex cant get myself on e chair fer 5hrs doin all those!
-argh- summone pls teach me how!!!
10/16/2005 11:26:00 am
i will never let you go;
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i lost 1.5kg!!! li hai bah.
coz sumone sae me fei so muz show her i will slim down.bleah*
jex now wenta find dear.
she forced me ta eat.-argh-
make me so full can.
tok fer abt 2 hours den went hm.
my gawd.e weather is so hot can.
"im melting!!!!"
2 more days to bio pract!!
its too fast.im nord prepared yet.
oh yarhs.can summone pls gif me sum ideas on wad ta buy fer gift-exchange fer graduation day??muz be unisex, multi-cultural and meaningful??thx!! =))
10/15/2005 06:03:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Friday, October 14, 2005
i haf lost e meanin in life.
i feel very lost.
i feel lyk leaving tis place.
i jex wanna end my life.
dun ask me why.
u noe i wun sae.
haiz.
im e person u all noe anymore..
not anymore...
10/14/2005 04:44:00 pm
i will never let you go;
shi mian.slept fer abt 2 hrs only.
im nord in a v gud mood.haiz.
forget it.nth i cld do either.
goin ta skol.bye.
10/14/2005 06:35:00 am
i will never let you go;
Thursday, October 13, 2005
today is totali a english day.
everitin is english.
gotta finish a compo n a compre by todae.
n we gord scolded fer our functional writing.
e highest was only 16/30.
i wonder how are we goin ta pass e o' lvl eng.
grace's MAD! she kept singing dat 'satisfaction' song.
irritating me n mh. -argh-
n der's TWO sets of maths assignments.
and dat source-based ws.
my gawd.all e work are pilin up real fast.
dats another sign. o' lvl are really coming!!!
FIVE more days ta bio practical~
10/13/2005 01:56:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
im feelin v fresh nw.
jex nw was jex too sticky.
e weather nwadays are so warm.even when it rains.-shrug-
carried my two maths file hm.
look lyk an idiot.
imagine me carryin two thick ring file and WALKING hm under e hot sun.omg.
ders so many papers.no matter how many or how fast i complete one.der wil stil be another waitin fer me.it jex keeps on piling up.when can i ever finish all of dem??!!?!
bio pract is on e 18 oct.
and its jex lyk 6 days away?
omg.tis is a sign ta tell me dat o' lvl are REALLY coming.i mean really.
alrite.im going ta my lala land le.byebye.
10/12/2005 02:57:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
im home!
its so damn hot today.been sweatin lyk a PIG!! whaha.
stoopid chong.dun wanna let us photocopy e ans.gotta copy fer so long.
gave us sooo many papers ta do oso. -shrug-
gord baq e compo n finctional writin dat i did.
both jex passed.sad =(
but nvm.i stil improved.gotta work on dat more lyk wad ms wong sae.haha.
im readin e mediator nw. -whoo- nice book.
10/11/2005 02:08:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Monday, October 10, 2005
i jex slept frm 6pm to 7.40pm. (okie im a pig)
did eng summary n watch e yu le de wan jia i tink.i forgot its name.but wadeva it is.i stil tink dat dey cant host.haha.
william sang.quite nice.he's gord a gud voice?haha.
but he look abit zuai?nord lyk when he is hostin whereby he look more frenly.dats wad i tink larhs.haha.
and oh yarhs.meihui gord a new hair cut.haha.
she look lyk a little gurl! (ohh..) haha.
im dyin ta finish o' asap.so dat i can haf all e time in e world ta enjoy myself!
but der's stil lyk a mth left ta go. sob* =(
10/10/2005 10:06:00 pm
i will never let you go;
jex gord baq hm.
tml is quite a long day fer me.
haf geo afta skol.
tot mite be chase out by ms wong.but it din happen.
instead she was quite pleased wif us today den last wk.
we were all throwin ans out.i mean really THROWING! haha.
hmm.nxt mon is markin day.but daniel lim say nord fer us sec4?
i was lyk wad e hell.gif us a break man.
we cant be e only one cumin baq.its so stoopid can?
in e end he sae he will ask ms cheah.
so der's a vvv high % dat we wil be goin baq on mon. -argh..-
and oh yarhs.nxt fri 21 oct will be e sec 4 graduation day!
its lyk frm 9am ta 12pm?so lame.its in e morning and its in e SCHOOL HALL! omg.
and followin wk only selective students haf ta go baq n do self-revision IN SCHOOL.hope im nord one of dem.
alrite.im goin ta watch yu le bai fen bai le.
-wave wave- bye!!
10/10/2005 04:52:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, October 09, 2005
finally i completed my blog.haha.
quite simple.jex lyk me yeah?(huh??why no?stop shakin ya head!)
haha.okie.im mad.
shall TRY to blog everyday.provided i haf e time.
okie.gotta go finish my hw.
bye everione.
=))
10/09/2005 08:01:00 pm
i will never let you go;
ohho!!!
i got a blog AGAIN!!!
haha =))
10/09/2005 02:23:00 pm
i will never let you go;