i love you san.
i've loved you from the moment i got to know you and i will love you as long as i am alive,with every beat of my heart.
zi cong ni lai dao wo de sheng ming li,hao duo shi dou hao xiang le guan le xu duo.
sui ran wo men you wo men jing chang qi zhen zi,dan shi wo men de ai shi yong heng bu bian de.
i've never loved anyone as much as i've loved you and you've made me realise what love truly is.
sui ran you shi wo de zhan you xin hui zuo guai,dan wo cong lai mei you huai yi guo ni dui wo de ai.
the reason i'm like that is because i'm scared to lose you again,im so afraid something bad is going to happen or someone is going to be better than me and take you away from me. and you know i get very insecure at times.
dan shi,wo xiang xin wo men de ai neng gou ao guo yi qie.er wo men liang zhong jiu neng gou yi qi guo wan zi bei zi.
you've been absolutely amazing. although you can be a little possessive at times (like me), but i know its because you don't want to lose me.
i want to thank you, for being my best friend, my lover, my confidante. for being there for me when i really needed you, for tolerating my moods and my terrible temper, for taking care of me, for caring for me, for loving me. i've never felt quite so loved before.
wo ai ni. wo ai ni duo guo yu zhe shi jie de ren he yi xie. duo guo ren he yi ge ren.
you are my first love, and you will definitely be my last.
wo yao he ni yong yuan zai yi qi.
i want to share your pain and your happiness.
i'm happy when you are happy and i'm sad when you are sad.
wo hen xu yao ni. er wo ye bu neng mei you ni.
so when i tell you, i love you more than life itself and i always will love you,
believe me.
i love you (."'.)
Monday, December 26, 2005
today went sentosa wif dear,vanessa and stanley.
e weather forecast sae it wil rain but we din bother abt it.
got der and haf our breakfast at e food court.
afta dat bused ta sentosa.
der were soOOooo many ppl can!!!
when we reached e visitors' arrival centre,e scene was chaotic.
der were so many ppl.
nv haf i seen e queue fer blue line fer sooOOooo long.we hafta walk all e way ta e road b4 we cld get into e queue.
upon reachin siloso beach,we wenta find a spot fer our stuff.
btw it's tsunami's one year anniversary! but despite of dat,der were stil many ppl out der in e sea!! including us!!! haha.
afta playin fer so long,der aint one drop of rain.on top of dat e sun is 'heating up'.haha.
der was tis mother who was helpin her son change into his swimsuit.den i tink der's so sand in his penis.so she keep brushin his penis!!! omg!! its so obscene lorhs.haha.
den der's tis couple.dey keep huggin onto one another in e sea.afta huggin dey started kissin.and der was tis group of CHILDREN who saw dem kissing and were peepin at dem and makin many comments.haha.it was lyk a free show lorhs.everyone beside dem are lyk tranparent.no matter how close e person beside are.dey jex kept on kissin.haiyo.damn desperate.LMAO!
afta bathin,while waiting fer stanley and vanessa ta bath.der was tis lady who was sittin der and takin photo of e place.
den der's tis group of hao she gui who kept lookin at her.
when e lady packed her things and leave.dey followed her too.wth rite!!!
as der were too many ppl queueing ta bath.both of dem jex wash their hair and change their clothes.
afta dey finish changin,it started raining.so we immediately wenta take e blue line.
ta our horror e line was damn damn long!!!! and there were many who wanted ta cut queue.wth!!
upon reachin e departure centre,e queue was even worst.
so we decided ta take e cab.
jex as we got ta e other side der was a cab dat came along.haha.how lucky can we be.
den we took our dinner at harbour front food court again and den we bused hm.
acc dear go cwp buy prezzie fer her cousin.den acc her go find her.and den acc her hm.
afta dat finali bused hm!!!
argh!!! my back is burnin pain.
i haf sunburn frm my arm ta my back!!! i nid ice!!!
btw.tml im goin out wif my clique!
first time goin out together since o lvl ended!! haha.
hope everything wil turn out fine.haha.i dun mean anitin wil happen.but jex in case.whaha.dunno wad im tokin.tink my brain has shut down.haha.
gud nite.i go zZz le.
12/26/2005 10:22:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Sunday, December 25, 2005
dear came over ta my haus today.
gave her e card i made.
lucky she love it.haha.
dunno she got touched by it not.hmmm..
den ate tang yuan.so nice!!
den watched vampire again.haha.
but i fell aslp again.
den woke up.dear wan put baq e magazine but accidentally poked e edge of e magazine into my eyes! my gawd! e pain was undescribable.tears jex flow outta my eyes.
den dear v scared and guilty and so she cried too.haiyo.
afta dat acc her hm.on e way bought ice-cream cone again! nice nice~
dear: not ya fault.dun guilty le.muack!! i love you.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! =))
12/25/2005 08:49:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Saturday, December 24, 2005
yesterday
went ta compass pt wif dear.
der's nth der dats nice ta shop abt.
so we bused baq ta cwp.
ate pasta and walk ard.
wenta kiddy palace.
e manager was der.
so pengshan dey all helped me find e manager.
she interviewed me and told me lotsa things.
den she said "start work on 1 jan"
i was lyk so shocked can.
i finali got a job.
but e sad thing is sting din got it. =(
afta e interview.wenta yoshinoya and bought a nata de coco mized fruit and sprite.
the person who served me has a v kns attitude.
i told her TWO times i want SPRITE but in e end she gave me COKE.
so i went baq and told her ta change fer me.den she lyk v bu shuang so another person change fer me.and on top of dat she din apologise.it was e person who changed fer me who apologise ta me.
i wasnt in e wrong at all ok.shit her.
den we wenta take neo.
der were many ppl.
so we cldnt decorate e pic fer v long.
dear was a bit upset.
sorry dear.
dear decided ta stay over at my haus! haha.
we spent a v wonderful night at my haus dat i wil nv forget.
i love you dear!
today
we were so pig.
dear woke up brush teeth le went baq ta slp again.whaha.so cute hor.
in e end finali woke up at abt 10.30am.
we went down ta eat mee fen.so nice.
den wenta vista park play dat 'swing swing' thing.
but e sun was too strong so we went baq ta my haus.
watched tv and fell aslp again.haha.
den acc dear baq hm.
nw gonna go make her card le.
byebye!!
merry christmas eve ta everybody!!! =))
12/24/2005 06:58:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Thursday, December 22, 2005
went out wif dear today.
watched 'the promise' wif e free tix my aunt gave me.
e popcorn n drinks were free too!
e show was quite nice.
i quite lyk e storyline.
den we went down ta city hall.
coz dear wan eat cafe cartel.
reached der den v stoopid.
coz e sign sae "please wait to be seated"
den we waited fer so long.
e person saw us but din bother ta invite us in.
so i went in and ask e person.
she sae free-seatin.
i was lyk wth!
wads e pt of puttin dat sign!! argh!!!
den afta we settle down n order our food.
e couple dat was behind us are stil standin outside waitin.jex lyk how we were.haha.afta dat dey went away.
i ordered porkribs while dear ordered grilled chicken sth.
and when my porkribs came.we were shocked!
the serving is so big can.two person can share lorhs.
e first taste of it were nice.but gradually i got sick of it.and i left quite alot of it.
and when dear's grilled chicken came.i almost drop my specs.
her serving were so small compared ta mine and it took so long to be cooked!
e food isnt as nice as i tot i wld be.and e service is even worst!!
I DUN RECOMMEND ANYONE TO GO THERE!!
afta eatin we walked ard city link.
dear bought a card fer me.while in e end i decided ta make one fer her.
den we headed down ta orchard.
walk ard and asked ard fer any jobs available.
tried e shop beside yuki yaki at cineleisure.
on our way baq.we decided ta go down ta cwp and take photo.
we finish decoratin our pics and waited fer our pics.
but 5min passed and e photo wasnt out yet.
den i approached e person.
e machine run out of ink i tink.
so afta takin e pic we headed baq ta kiddy palace and den we bused hm.
was a tiring day.
but goin out again tml.haha.
12/22/2005 11:08:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Monday, December 19, 2005
ytd watched wwe survivor series til 3am in e morning.
was damn tired.
and my mum woke up at 2am plus.my gawd.
sumone msg me in e mornin.meihui!! it's only 9am plus.
she asked me whether we gatherin fer xmas not and whether wan go out wif her.
den sting msg me.she oso asked me out ta hunt fer job.
i rejected both of dem coz im damn tired.i wanna slp e whole dae.
aftanoon dear came.
we bought lunch.
afta eatin we watched my date wif vampire 3.
awhile leta i fell aslp.how pig can i be.
afta dat went baq ta my room slp til 6pm.
dear slept too.haha.she slp so ke ai.
ohh yarhs.my sis finali broke her racket.whaha.
and sting!! she bought a crown braclet fer jex $8.90!! jealous bah?haha.
pics dat were taken sumtime baq.
12/19/2005 08:39:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Saturday, December 17, 2005
jex got hm.
went out wif dear today.
its her turn ta buy new yr clothes nw.
she bought a billabong skirt and a mambo skirt plus a purple tee frm 77th street.
saw junyang at heeren.he sang.nice~
den saw william again.
on our way ta pacific plaza saw sebastian.his hair is weird.
took neo today.
dear stil haf not gif me baq e pic we took e other time rd.
tis is e one we took today.and oh yarhs.dear cutted her hair today.nice rite! hehe =)
had a fun day wif you dear.*muack*
i love you.
12/17/2005 10:38:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Friday, December 16, 2005
i read sumone's blog and i started thinkin abt my past.
i was so childish and wu liao in e past.
but i guess i haf changed.
to bcum sumone who is more mature and not dat self-centered.
to all my frens who i have spent the last four yrs with.
the only thing i could say to you all is just a simple "THANK YOU"
without all of you, there wouldnt be the me that you see today.
be it all e happy or sad memories that you all had left in my life.i would not forget.
cause it's all that that made me who i am today.
and to all those people that i have offended or avoided or ignored or wadever, "IM SORRY"
hope that you would forgive me and that all of us could be friends again.
and to szeting,eileen,doreen,meihui and grace.my clique.
all of you have really SEE me through my four yrs in this school.
and i have learnt alot from each and everyone of you.
all of you had made a significant difference to my life.
i thank all of you for it.
there's nothing i could do to repay anyone of you, not even saying a million times of 'thank you' could.
i miss you guys.hope to see you all real soon. =)
and last but not least to you.my baobei.
although we knew for less than two yrs.
but you know you have made a significant change to my life.
although there are times where you overturned my life but there are times whereby you made my life so beautiful that i really hope that time would stop at that very moment.
i hope that we would continue the rest of our journey TOGETHER.
i love you.
12/16/2005 11:25:00 pm
i will never let you go;
woke up damn early and went fer trng.
dear's string snap so afta trng we went sembawang restring.
taught her how ta string e racket.
but she abit ben shou ben jiao larhs.whaha.(jk! dun angry!)
afta dat she saw sakae sushi.den she sae she wan eat.so we went der eat again.
was damn full.im so afraid of sushi and marche nw! leta i get yan shi zheng how?haha.but if get oso gud leh.can jian fei! whaha.
afta dat wenta buy xmas prezzie fer sting,egg,dor,mh and grace.hope dey lyk it larhs.coz i quite lyk it.
bought a box ta put e roses i bought fer dear too.nicey!
den bus-ed hm coz we were too tired.
okie.so all in all.today i spent lotsa money again! shit!!!! ard $60!!!! OMG!!!
im going vvvvv broke!!!! and i haven buy dear's xmas prezzie!!!!!!
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?!?!?!? argh!!
12/16/2005 06:59:00 pm
i will never let you go;
Thursday, December 15, 2005
last two days was heaven!
i bought lotsa stuff can.
let me list dem down:
- DC shoes [$99]
- SHE's album (fer dear) [$17.95]
- flesh imp painters pants [$60]
- flesh imp purple tee [$25]
- instant karma navy tank [$35]
- crumbler ornage strip bag [$169]
- dark green x-tomic tee [$29.90]
- s&k green pants [$29]
- mambo white belt [$48]
total = $512.85 !!
and dats not all.
i renew my 77th street card ($12)
and we ate sakae($33.80) and marche($51.20)!
so in total, it wil be $609.85!!
oh my goodness~
im baq ta being poor again.
so gotta stay hm fer e rest of e days.
oh well~
at least i haf fun wif dear these two days.
and oh yarhs.i jex went fer giordano interview.
dey sae dey wil inform me again in three days.
hope i get this job so dat i wun hafta go fer another interview.
god bless!!
alrite.im goin ta rest fer a while.
later im findin dear. =))
bye!
12/15/2005 11:25:00 am
i will never let you go;
Sunday, December 11, 2005
ok.im baq.haha.
long time no update.coz was reali bz tis few wks.
first it was e badminton camp.
den it was berita harian n ben's chalet.
so my two wks were packed wif nth but badminton.how great.
den fri i went fer my first interview at tcc.how scary.
i reali din noe wad ta sae can.n the person slang is so...(i dunno how ta sae)
wil hear frm dem by tml.at least dats wad e person told me.
todae im stayin hm.coz dear gonna pack her room.
mebbe tml goin out.i mean mebbe.haha.
ok.tink dats abt it.
=)
12/11/2005 01:47:00 pm
i will never let you go;
