i love you san.
i've loved you from the moment i got to know you and i will love you as long as i am alive,with every beat of my heart.
zi cong ni lai dao wo de sheng ming li,hao duo shi dou hao xiang le guan le xu duo.
sui ran wo men you wo men jing chang qi zhen zi,dan shi wo men de ai shi yong heng bu bian de.
i've never loved anyone as much as i've loved you and you've made me realise what love truly is.
sui ran you shi wo de zhan you xin hui zuo guai,dan wo cong lai mei you huai yi guo ni dui wo de ai.
the reason i'm like that is because i'm scared to lose you again,im so afraid something bad is going to happen or someone is going to be better than me and take you away from me. and you know i get very insecure at times.
dan shi,wo xiang xin wo men de ai neng gou ao guo yi qie.er wo men liang zhong jiu neng gou yi qi guo wan zi bei zi.
you've been absolutely amazing. although you can be a little possessive at times (like me), but i know its because you don't want to lose me.
i want to thank you, for being my best friend, my lover, my confidante. for being there for me when i really needed you, for tolerating my moods and my terrible temper, for taking care of me, for caring for me, for loving me. i've never felt quite so loved before.
wo ai ni. wo ai ni duo guo yu zhe shi jie de ren he yi xie. duo guo ren he yi ge ren.
you are my first love, and you will definitely be my last.
wo yao he ni yong yuan zai yi qi.
i want to share your pain and your happiness.
i'm happy when you are happy and i'm sad when you are sad.
wo hen xu yao ni. er wo ye bu neng mei you ni.
so when i tell you, i love you more than life itself and i always will love you,
believe me.
i love you (."'.)
Monday, December 26, 2005
today went sentosa wif dear,vanessa and stanley.
e weather forecast sae it wil rain but we din bother abt it.
got der and haf our breakfast at e food court.
afta dat bused ta sentosa.
der were soOOooo many ppl can!!!
when we reached e visitors' arrival centre,e scene was chaotic.
der were so many ppl.
nv haf i seen e queue fer blue line fer sooOOooo long.we hafta walk all e way ta e road b4 we cld get into e queue.
upon reachin siloso beach,we wenta find a spot fer our stuff.
btw it's tsunami's one year anniversary! but despite of dat,der were stil many ppl out der in e sea!! including us!!! haha.
afta playin fer so long,der aint one drop of rain.on top of dat e sun is 'heating up'.haha.
der was tis mother who was helpin her son change into his swimsuit.den i tink der's so sand in his penis.so she keep brushin his penis!!! omg!! its so obscene lorhs.haha.
den der's tis couple.dey keep huggin onto one another in e sea.afta huggin dey started kissin.and der was tis group of CHILDREN who saw dem kissing and were peepin at dem and makin many comments.haha.it was lyk a free show lorhs.everyone beside dem are lyk tranparent.no matter how close e person beside are.dey jex kept on kissin.haiyo.damn desperate.LMAO!
afta bathin,while waiting fer stanley and vanessa ta bath.der was tis lady who was sittin der and takin photo of e place.
den der's tis group of hao she gui who kept lookin at her.
when e lady packed her things and leave.dey followed her too.wth rite!!!
as der were too many ppl queueing ta bath.both of dem jex wash their hair and change their clothes.
afta dey finish changin,it started raining.so we immediately wenta take e blue line.
ta our horror e line was damn damn long!!!! and there were many who wanted ta cut queue.wth!!
upon reachin e departure centre,e queue was even worst.
so we decided ta take e cab.
jex as we got ta e other side der was a cab dat came along.haha.how lucky can we be.
den we took our dinner at harbour front food court again and den we bused hm.
acc dear go cwp buy prezzie fer her cousin.den acc her go find her.and den acc her hm.
afta dat finali bused hm!!!
argh!!! my back is burnin pain.
i haf sunburn frm my arm ta my back!!! i nid ice!!!
btw.tml im goin out wif my clique!
first time goin out together since o lvl ended!! haha.
hope everything wil turn out fine.haha.i dun mean anitin wil happen.but jex in case.whaha.dunno wad im tokin.tink my brain has shut down.haha.
gud nite.i go zZz le.
12/26/2005 10:22:00 pm
i will never let you go;