i love you san.
i've loved you from the moment i got to know you and i will love you as long as i am alive,with every beat of my heart.
zi cong ni lai dao wo de sheng ming li,hao duo shi dou hao xiang le guan le xu duo.
sui ran wo men you wo men jing chang qi zhen zi,dan shi wo men de ai shi yong heng bu bian de.
i've never loved anyone as much as i've loved you and you've made me realise what love truly is.
sui ran you shi wo de zhan you xin hui zuo guai,dan wo cong lai mei you huai yi guo ni dui wo de ai.
the reason i'm like that is because i'm scared to lose you again,im so afraid something bad is going to happen or someone is going to be better than me and take you away from me. and you know i get very insecure at times.
dan shi,wo xiang xin wo men de ai neng gou ao guo yi qie.er wo men liang zhong jiu neng gou yi qi guo wan zi bei zi.
you've been absolutely amazing. although you can be a little possessive at times (like me), but i know its because you don't want to lose me.
i want to thank you, for being my best friend, my lover, my confidante. for being there for me when i really needed you, for tolerating my moods and my terrible temper, for taking care of me, for caring for me, for loving me. i've never felt quite so loved before.
wo ai ni. wo ai ni duo guo yu zhe shi jie de ren he yi xie. duo guo ren he yi ge ren.
you are my first love, and you will definitely be my last.
wo yao he ni yong yuan zai yi qi.
i want to share your pain and your happiness.
i'm happy when you are happy and i'm sad when you are sad.
wo hen xu yao ni. er wo ye bu neng mei you ni.
so when i tell you, i love you more than life itself and i always will love you,
believe me.
i love you (."'.)
Friday, April 21, 2006
just got back frm camp today.
oh well.on e whole e camp was quite okie.
and e good news are, RASALAS WON!!! and my class 0611C got second!!
we werent in e top 3 even until e 2nd day.so gettin second was really quite a shock fer us. :)
e campsite was a bit disgusting.
slpin in open air bunk wif no fan and so many lizards and flies.
when we got ta e bunk,there's even birdshit on e floor dat we are slpin on!
e toilet was v smelly! wonder how those ppl do their business.
e dining hall was oso horrible!! there's lizards on e wall everywhere!
plus e serving class dat served us lunch was kns!
they give us such little food that i rather dun eat.
all e activities were kinda fun.especially kayaking!
did abseiling,zipline,kayaking,nitro crossing,trolleys,nitro crossing.
din do any high elements coz was doing belaying fer my class peeps.
not many were able ta do belaying PROPERLY so angie and i took turn.
and also by that time im super tired already.
night time was horrible.so many lizards.
covered e slping bag over my head to prevent e lizards from falling to my head.
and in e middle of the night people frm e kaylong started singin karaoke.omg.
cldnt really slp on sucha hard floor.so im lack of slp.
as we gotta assembled at 5.45am for PT.
my back is hurting due to slpin on hard floor.
PT was abit mad.did alot of exercises.
kayaking was v fun!
but it was tiring too.
i like e water-confidence part,where we depend on our live-vest,the most.
where everyone jex relax ourselves in e sea and mr hamin started turning us rd and rd.
we felt v bonded tgt as it depend on each and everyone of us ta maintain dat circle.
camp-fire night!
our performance was kinda okie.
did my best ta perform wad i cld.
our class 0611C rocks!! and our cheer is superb!
and i shouted till my voice is changing.
but its all worth it.coz we won!!!!
rasalas and 0611C won!!! wee~ so happy! :)
was supposed to see you today.
but you said ure tired and wanna slp, so cldnt find you again.:(
you promised tml can see you.hope you wun bluff me.
during e camp,i missed you so much.
even when im doing my activities,i thought of you too.
i was thinking,"if accident happen and i die,wad will you do?"
all i wanna say if i die is that "no matter wad,i still love you dear."
4/21/2006 06:04:00 pm
i will never let you go;
